So im going to court this week. Im gettin on a plane tomorrow to fly up to sussanville california. Yes its a real place. Dont worry if you’ve heard of it, you’re not retarded. NO ONE has heard of it. ITs in the middle of absofuckinlutely nowhere! Why am I going to court there you might be asking. Well ill tell you….it’s where my son lives. His disgrace of human being for a mother kidnapped him away from me and moved there when he was 9 months old. No bullshit. She “couldn’t handle life down”so she took him and moved somewhere…well..simpler. What this really means is that she’s a fucking retard with no sense of reality, and she was pissed that I wouldn’t be with her. So she couldn’t have her perfect little family that she pictured so well. Well i made it very clear very early on that i wasn’t going to be a part of that. I Wanted to be logans father but it just wasn’t going to work between us. We would have to make other arrangements. And i stuck to that despite all her desperate attempts. So finally i guess she decided that if i wasnt going to be with her than i wasn’t going to be with logan. And instead being a responsible adult and getting a job and becoming a productive member of society she picks up logan early from day care one day while i’m at work and hops a plane to sussanville which is in fact where her mother lives who is just as much of a fuck up as she is and will support her no matter what?!!! She moved in with her mom where she doesnt have to get a job or even watch the kid!! meanwhile im getting work and going to pick him up with my thumb stuck up my ass. Then i get her phone call from up at her mothers and she explains what she’s done. ……i was paying for that day care by the way. OK im gonna backtrack a little bit now. She had lived with her mom before. Basically through her entire pregnancy. Her mother completely supported her. I visited and helped out on a regular basis. After the baby was born, her mother decided to move up north because its cheaper. She not only sets up a ridiculous place to live but gets her a waitressing job to pay for it. Logan moves in with me and i take of him full-time. I set up day care and the whole nine yards. It was great!! I loved it!! It was hard yes! But Logan and I were having a blast! So…….good ‘ol mom decides…she’s not into this. She doesnt want to have to have a job. She doesnt want me to be such a part of logans life when shes not. And here we are.
Yes this real. This not some crazy plot to a soap opera, this actually happened. As i said he was 9 months at the time. he will be turning 3 next month. The last time i saw him was last thanksgiving.
And now Im going to court…again. Not for custody though, no no. I already did that. It didnt come out so good obviously. But we’ll talk about that another time. No im going to court now because I am now paying $900 a month in child support and insurance. Absurd. So im off to fight my battle. I’ve had some help so the outcome is looking in my favor. But just the thought of going out there and having to see her, having to deal with her is making me physically sick. She such a wretched person that has no sense of emotion and cares ONLY for herself that i become every time i speak to her. My stomach has been in my throat all week and I’ve literally felt like tearing the skin off of my own face. She has no morals, no ambition. She does not feel emotions BUT, she has learned enough about other peoples emotions that she’s figured out how to manipulate people through them. She uses EVERYBODY. And she gets away with it. I do not understand this. No one will stand up to her. And because of this i believe that she actually believes that what she does is ok and acceptable. Its fuckin batshit!!!! If this were 300 years ago she would have been tried as witch and burned at the stake! WTF!!!
Well…with any luck, I’ll soon at least win My son from her. He deserves that. And I wont stop fighting. I will stand up to her and eventually I will win.
No matter what it takes
Thus concludes my rant. ….for now.
